there is really something called 'writing therapy'. it said that the act of writing and processing the written words helps one gradually eases the pain and strenghten the immune system.

i hope blogging helps me.

honestly, i'm depressed almost every day. the thought of waking up in the morning is quite tiring. i used to believe that tomorrow will be a better day. now, i just pray that my ringtone will sound off and that the person on the other end invites me to an interview. anticipation is killing me!

sometimes, i really feel dejected and rejected after interviews. it's not that i never do my homework. seriously, i really dont know what they want. when you have a degree, they will think that you're fresh in the society. on the other hand, when you are a veteran in the society, they think that your qualification is too low to match up to the job. nothing is perfect in this world. if there is, then there will not be demand and supply. no more invisible hand..erm..perfect competition?!

my mandarin is lousy. i cant even express myself in proper sentence. shucks! i'm screwed.