i'm tired, both mentally and physically. all i know is i'm really exhausted.

went for the head over heels run yesterday morning and i completed the 8km. it's some sort of achievement because firstly i've never joined any race before. secondly, i managed to finish jogging the 8km without stopping. though to those who are veteran runners, 8km is no kick. still, i'm so proud of myself (haha!).

i finally knew what is determination and the sense of achievement. when you're tired of running, you will feel like stop. to prevent yourself from giving up, you got to be strong in your mind. you have to keep encouraging yourself. i remembered the last part of the race when we had to run round the cable ski, i started cursing (wah, f*cking big round!) in my mind. but still, with self-determination and having someone beside you who didn't give up, it makes you, or rather me, to run with him. so we went round the cable ski and that was at the 7th km. a few minutes later, i saw a banner getting bigger and the words on it getting clearer. start/finish was written on it. oh my gosh, at that moment somehow but you dont know how, somewhere but you dont know where, you had more energy to run a bit faster. and finally, i finished the run. it's just so darn cool!