i just realized i've been quite indecisive these days. suddenly, i feel so lazy to decide where i want to go, what i want to eat when i'm with him. the worst was sometimes i couldnt even decide whether i wanted to go home or not. how amazing!

guess it's not that i'm indecisive (haha..is that a self-denial statement?!). i think KEXI IS A GREEDY GIRL! she wants the best of both world. she wants to spend more time with him, yet she wants to be at home to accompany her mom. oh gosh, what is happening?!

she finds herself silly these days. the worst was once when she was swimming halfway, she suddenly smiled. well, it's not that sudden, just the thought of meeting up with him the following day made her smiley all day.

but sometimes she's really crazy. when she met up with him, she would find something to bicker with him over..erm..unknown reasons. then after that, she would regret for being so..okay, never mind about that.

i guess the problem with humans is that we tend to remember the bad and take the good for granted. we should, or probably it's ME who should learn how to appreciate the good in him and express my feelings better.

nonetheless, i'm very grateful that he is still with me.