yesterday, was not feeling great at all. so, just want to say three messages to three different people.

to her: i'm so sorry about yesterday afternoon. totally understand the worries and concerns. but guess, were just too impatient to drill the whole idea into each other's head. failed to listen. // honestly, was kinda offended yesterday. strong believer of someone who is very rational and emotionally-strong; and dead sure that you agree so too. may be did too much inference or something, felt as if doubts and disappointment surfaced. was totally frustrated. felt distant so much that the conversation had failed and communication had broken down. // you know what, i feel like hugging and telling you now that "i'm sorry and i love you so much".

to her: thanks for the call last night (it means a lot to me). thanks for being so patient and understanding. thanks for listening. thanks for all the advices and the trust. thank you so much for the reassurance. // it was really comforting after a horrible conversation (bet you knew, else wouldnt have called). glad you understand and try to see things at the same perspective. promise you that will give it a thought. was so touched towards the end of conversation. i promise i will. know we treasure each other so much; never have doubts in it.

to you: i'm so sorry about last night. i just don't want to add on to more unnecessary pressure. just want you to be comfortable and at ease and not worried about it. // thanks for the assurance and the patience. thanks for always being a listener. thanks for cheering me up. thanks for all the care and concern. thanks for being just there. // honestly, really hope you can tell me about your thoughts, feelings for anything and everything. sometimes, i really love to be a listener too. //like the gist of a song goes: it won't be easy. there will be times when we're apart. but i promise..........