honestly, it's getting on my nerve because YOU JUST DON'T GET IT!!!

i'm so sick of telling you that I AM OVER IT. i expect you to move on like i do and stop dwelling in the past. come on, LIVE ON AND JUST LET IT GO. i mean seriously, what can you do? find doreamon and ask him to help you manipulate the time? it doesn't matter anymore and it is no longer important. how can i convince you? hadn't i told you before that i would move on after i had finished my piece that night?

i get so tired of repeating myself... really... sometimes, i feel as if you don't really understand me. why do you have to think that i'm so emotionally unstable? is it just because i don't make a big hu-ha and kick a big fuss out of it? i always believe that i'm strong girl. when i say go, i will not stop; and when i stop and it doesn't work out the way i want, i will not hesitate to stick around. believe me, i am much stronger than you think. i am really clueless on how to convince you any further. the thing is i don't usually hide my feelings because if i do, i'm a blardy idiot lah! i am your girl, how can i not possibly not tell you if i meet something that totally upsetting.

i want you to support me, not feeling sorry for me. i want you to smile for me, not feeling angry for me. like you always say, time will tell but you didn't expect that it reveal so fast. unbelieving fast and you are shocked. it disappoint you, right. you know what, that's just too bad.

now i want to tell you: you think that he is ideal and very capable but look what happens. life is unpredictable, let alone a person. i mean if he is not willing to work things out, isn't it equals to nothing? now we have a living proof, isn't it. what i want to say is "time will tell and you'll know that i have made the right choice. i hope you get what i'm driving at."

nothing is definite. so what if you think highly of this person, didn't he turn out to be a disappointment? so what if you see him as an ideal, didn't he just prove you wrong? there's no time for you to stand there and keep thinking "what if" because "what if" doesn't exist. OWN THE MOMENT and stop looking back.