i'm homeless again..yup, for another weekend..my parents had changed the gate this time. a new door, a new lock last week. so cool, everything is new. hee..and my room is going to be PINK. haha..gosh, sounds bimbotic, bimbotic mafia..hmm..but come on, I'M A GIRL AFTER ALL!

don't know why but i believe i can do it. been thinking of a perfect starting like should i start with a statement? a question? a stand? or maybe i can start with an introduction, body and then conclusion.

introduction: i know you're right and your intentions for saying all that. i know you love me too much to see me fell down and i really appreciate for that. but if i've never fell, how do i know that it hurts to fall? if i never fall, how do i know how to stand up? if i never learnt to stand up, i will never dare to fall again. (sounds negative.. hmm..let's try something more positive) i know you don't bear to or want to watch me "perform tightrope walking". but i really hope you can trust me for this and give me your fullest support.

body: ...yada yada...

conclusion: really appreciate for all the trusts you have in me all the while. grateful that you're always supportive of my decisions. to me, nothing is more important than having you support my decision and faith in me. trust me; like you, i've been thinking a lot about it too. but you know me, if i've never try, i won't give up. it's just not me to give up without putting up a fight; without knowing where it will lead me to. this time, just asking you to put your worries, doubts aside and trust me; or rather us. have a little faith in your girl!

alright! long day to go..jiayou x3, girl =) cheers!