writing my interactive story. gosh, it's so freakin hard. it's either i do not have love or i don't watch/read enough sappy love story. trying to create the atmosphere by listening to my favourite romantic love songs. but nothing works! (oh craps!)


i guess i'm just someone very practical in relationship; always do some reality check. sometimes, i feel that if it can't work out, i'll just move on. i mean no point wasting time and drag on cos' ultimately, it's going to hurt the both of us.


i've always been sticking to my principle and trying to avoid such situation. but hey, look what i've done?! i've landed myself in to the sticky situation and the problem is i am letting it to happen (watssup x3). where is my composure?


i know she's right. anything can happen but what am i doing now, dismissing her advice. sometimes, reality is so scary. it hurts but still, it is the truth. it's hard to accept but you got to learn it, love it, live it.

whatever it is, i'll feign ignorance, act stupid.