MERRY CHRISTMAS, HAPPY BOXING DAY AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!

this is my Christmas present from Damien. =) haha! received this present on Christmas eve after our dinner at Hougang Ave 8. He researched and found this place where it served delicious steak =) apparently, it's really nice.

we had a great sumptuous meal cos Damien cooked it - seafood pasta =) yummy! i love his cooking! hee! the best pasta i've eaten.

alright, goin to Terrence's place soon. need to prepare and doll up (haha! doll here, doll there still look the same.) =( before that, it's time to open presents now!

this weekend was tiring but fulfilling.

had a WHOOPING good time with my cousins. we were cam-whoring after the wedding banquet.

this morning, i went to support damien. i felt proud of myself because i had watched him, with my own eyes, run down his finishing line. Shouted "COME ON, DAMIEN!" but i guess he didn't hear me. sadz!

i'm quite inspired so i decided to sign up for 21km sundown half marathon. woohoo! haha.. and that will mean that i cant slack more. i must work hard and have a running plan. i've rallied damien and my cousins to run together. so far, i know aldric cant make it. sadz! apparently, he will be coming back from BKK the previous night so wont be joining us. boohoo!

oh well, but i think he is super keen in running. he asked me if there is any more upcoming race. haha! yay! it will be so fun to run with cousins. SHA-SHOU!

yay! the day has finally arrived.

so looking forward to tomorrow's buffet dinner and staying-over at the hotel. =) then, another dinner on Saturday night. keke..sure expand this weekend with so much food. OVERLOADED!

i want to go taiwan. i miss the food at the night market; i miss the late-night shopping; i miss soaking in mei ren tang; i miss travelling. i want to go ion orchard. i want to shop at paper market. i want to sing. i want to be under the sun in Sentosa. i want to go underwater world.

jus got a terrible news. think my weekend is not that fantastic after all.

another angsty weekend. =/

i went to optician to get my contact lens changed. yes, finally after two years! this time i've changed it to a monthly supply instead of the permanent lens. kinda expensive but well, for the hygiene and cleanliness.

i'm so looking forward to next two weekends. =) so exciting! another gathering with the Tays. HOORAY! first, it is the buffet on this coming friday. i finally get to meet my aunt from US. long time never see and talk to her already. second, it's my mom's surprise bday celebration. i've got it planned out with my dad already. third, it's my cousin's wedding! so exciting. hmm..wondering if our little surprise plan still onz or not. hee.

if anybody is going to ask me to tell them which part of myself i love most, i will have to say MY EYES. @-@ haha. not that they can electrify people, they actually can KILL people.

oh well, i almost murdered some people on the train. i dont believe how some people can simply be so senseless. i entered the train and, as usual, all the seats were taken. A lady, who was about four to five months pregnant, stood beside me.

the first two people who sat on the priority seat were simply oblivious about their surroundings because they were sleeping. i didnt know that sleeping was one of the four priorities.
but well, at least sleeping is not that bad because at least we all know that they cant see somebody else needs the seat more than they do. i really have to kudos to those people who have the magical power of AUTO-FILTERATION. on this particular train, i the third person was a super educated. he was totally engrossed in his newspapers, screening out everything except words on the papers. good job lah!

if you think this is the ultimate, then i will tell you NO WAY!. this person (i simply refuse to admit that he is a guy) totally disgust, note i used the word DISGUSTED me. he thought that his eye power was better than me. he has the cheek to look at the person who was sitting on the priority seat. i mean, any person with the right mind would stand up and give up his or her seat to the pregnant lady, instead of looking at another person trying to arrow him to stand up.

i really cannot take it and i glared at him. i have the urge to give him a tight slap but i didnt because dettol also couldnt sanitize effectively.

you know what, i'm feeling REALLY angsty at this moment! and this time, i know why i am feeling angry.

first of all, i am no computer whiz so DONT EXPECT that i know every single sh*t about computers and Internet network. i dont, okay! i am also a computer-id*ot like you but at least i make an effort to rectify the problem. you just complete throw the whole shit to me as if this is my job to get it fixed for you. and mind you, i am also a blind leading a blind so dont you dare to raise your voice at me when i cant get you connected.

secondly, if you have the urgency to get your computer's network done, you should have the SLIGHTEST responsibility to remind me to help you with the Internet connection. but you didnt. you just simply waited till the eleventh hour when you REALLY need it already, then insist that i must help you with it. for your info, you may wish to know that i have plans in the afternoon already and i really dont need you to intrude and spoil it for me. but oh well, you did it. and thanks ah! seriously, sometimes i really wonder if you know what is urgency.

on the other hand, i think i'm selfish. i should not be so irritated. i mean since i have already made a promise to him and myself that we should only meet once a week till exams over, i should live up to that promise and not break it. this is such a perfect excuse. but then, the pain of not being able to meet up (esp. when you have the heart to meet up) is just so ARGH!

excruciating.

shall go swimming tomorrow morning with dad! havent been swimming with dad on Sunday morning for some time.

teddy bear show 2009 is at old parliament house! =) haha. mom told me not to buy anymore teddy bear cos my bed is filled with stuff toys. and i told her they dont sell teddy bears at teddy bear show. i mean even if they do sell, i'm sure it's expensive. hah. cos a BOOMz..i mean bomb. haha.

i'm on off day today! yays! haha. but the monday just passed like that. boohoo! oh well, at least i skipped the MONDAY BLUES.

went to Maxwell Food Centre with mom and damien. but the famous chicken rice stall that both of them like was not opened. haha..too bad! damien said next time i should take my off day on FRIDAY instead. haha.

anyway, i took off day today cos i went for the GE Run yesterday. I ran with Minghui though we didnt sign up together. haha. it was great running with a companion cos i didnt feel like giving up or slow down. on the other hand, we constantly wanted to keep up to each other's pace. hmm. but i think we could have done better if we had ran at least once together so that there would be more synergy. yes, SYNERGY! nonetheless, it's a great run!

now i'm motivated to sign up more run with FRIENDS! (that incl damien!)

Dear Weilong,

It must be hard on you these days, especially for the past three days. You must have a tough time sleeping in at night; puzzling over this weird girlfriend of yours. I must have got you all mixed up and confused. I am so sorry that i have caused you such terrible turmoil.

I know i have been so angsty and being unreasonable. It is quite irresponsible of me if i keep shrugging my shoulders and say "i dont know why i keep blowing up." i shall not justify for my angst here, instead i will apologise for what i did and how i reacted. I hope i have not over-used my apology until it has lost its value.

You must be hurting. I've broke my promise to you because you trust that i will not be angry over trivial things. But yet again, i've failed you. You must have been very disappointed in me because i am acting like a child again.

Dar, you really dont deserve such treatment because you are the sweetest boyfriend. You have always been very forgiving and tolerant towards my bad-tempered. Everytime I get angry, you try to talk me through; understand from my point of view. You really have an impressive tolerance level! But i know that everyone has their limit, i hope i've not pushed you to the corner.

I know you are having a rough time especially now that exams are nearing. Still i'm not being understanding enough. i should have know that you need your break time. you need your space with your friends. Unfortunately, being the selfish me, i only want you to accompany me. I always think that your Friday, Saturday and Sunday belong to me. Yes, i really think (i believe you think so too) that i am quite ridiculous.

Sorry, dar. I hope that i can be a better girlfriend so that you dont have to suffer. Pls forgive me and help me be the girlfriend that you want to be with okay. I love you!

With love,
Kexi.

my feeling this evening like a roller coaster. somebody just brought me to the highest point then down again.

i guess it's more like the feeling of disappointment. initially, there is something to look forward to because it was well-planned. then suddenly, something crops up and there goes the plan. yays!

oh well, that's life. some things just dont go your way. haha. anyway, if everything is nicely planned out, i believe there wont be a word called - SURPRISE!

anyway, putting aside the disappointment, i'm quite happy cos my tutor from poly still remembers me! he sent his regards. haha. my stats tutor. so nice of him manz. see, i must have been the best student around. haha

talking about the word - TUTOR, i am so angry. i've been contacting the grandmother of this family to pay me for my tuition fee. she still has the CHEEK to say "i will never cheat your money." i am so going to tell her "I HOPE YOU DONT LIE TO YOUR GRANDCHILDREN LIKE YOU LIE TO ME, GRANDMOTHER."

i have a feeling that i cant recover that money. in fact, i'm 99% sure. nonetheless, i am NOT going to give up. i swear i will go to their house this weekend. if they have really moved, like they have claimed to, i rest my case. i will treat that tuition fee as charity. that tuition fee has taught me NOT TO TRUST BLACK ANTS! whatever comes out from their mouths are SH*T.

seriously, i think i'm quite evil. i was hoping that the granddaughter would flunk all her exams. but then again, i think this "prophecy" will be come true cos' apparently, she is pretty lazy and doesnt do my homework. better still, her grandmother also helped to defend her. look, there is ONLY FOUR SUBJECTS, just how much homework can a primary schoolchildren has.

now i see where those excuses come from. IT RUNS IN THE GENES; like grandmother, like granddaughter.

pimple POPS! finally! yay!

today is monday. to be exact, it's END OF MONDAY. haha. jus realised somehow that week wheezed past so quickly. hooray! wkend is coming!

anw, i felt so proud of myself yesterday. i woke up at 6.30am ON A SUNDAY to run. then right after my run, i BAKED A CAKE! keke. cool right.

this sun is my second 10km run. it will be different from the first one because Minghui and i are running together. wohoo! hopefully i wont be too slow for her. haha. anyway, even if i am, i'll sure ask her to go ahead without me.

actually, i dont have any confidence in this run (cos' i've been slacking =P) haha. oh well, hope for the best though. at least maintain the timing. hehe =)

i'm so tired.

mentally and physically. haha..acually more of a mentally. now as i'm typing, i am blinking non-stop. brain slowed down. eye lid getting heavier.

yawns!

some men jus irk me!

i was waiting by the roadside to cross the road. suddenly, this lorry "blinked" his headlights. then after that, it went past me. the driver...ARGH! turned and smiled at me. i was furious and i wanted use the universal language.

today, i was washing my bottle in the pantry. then, this person (didnt even want to recognise that he is a male) came to the pantry to fill up his bottle too. while i was washing my bottle, he was filling his bottle, the light went off (was a timer switch. when u clicked, it will turn on. after awhile, it will go off). as my hands were soapy, i cant switch it on.

i thought to myself: if this guy went to switch on the lights after he filled his bottle, tat's good and thumbs up. but if he doesnt, i'll discount the guys in the whole building.

true enough, after he filled his bottle, he walked out! he didnt even bother to help me switch on the lights. wah piang! slap him ah.

I SO HATE THESE SORT OF HUMAN. they should stop taking up space on Earth so that there will be better men out there.

seriously, if a man is only good to his partner nicely but treats the rest of the world like dirt, i'm definitely grossed out. i hate guys who are totally ungentleman. ARGH!

i think the trainer doesnt like me.

the training program discussed about listening. i was told that i always "fly off but manage to come back quickly". yays! i've a pair of DREAMY EYES.

keke...anyway, the class is not that lousy lah. i've learnt something.

if a b c d e f g h i j k l m n o p q r s t u v w x y z is represented as 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 respectively, do you know how much LOVE adds up to?

12 + 15 + 22 + 5 = 52. sadly, love only adds up to 52 so CUT THE CRAP ABOUT I LOVE YOU WHOLEHEARTEDLY! it only takes up 52%..haha..

make a guess, what makes up 100%?

time for grey's!

i feel the blue getting lighter each day.

MONDAY is dark blue, TUESDAY is ocean blue. WEDNESDAY is blue, THURSDAY is light blue and FRIDAY is sky blue.

how about SATURDAY and SUNDAY? They have some degree of blue too cos' they are nearing to MONDAY (taboo!). SATURDAY to SUNSAY noon is pale blue and SUNDAY evening is BLUE-BLACK cos' it's super near MONDAY.

My blue week!

my cousin intro me this song ytd. according to him, it's a super nice song. didnt appreciate it at first, now i like it lots.

and i can't wait for him to perform on stage! so exciting! =) i love my cousins so much.

we are having a bbq next week at our baby kerrin's full month party. haha! hoorays! cant wait to laugh with them and be tickled by their funny jokes. best of all, entertained by the little ones - tristan, tricia and our little cousin, javier.

sunday, pls come faster!

our long weekend started with Ben & Jerry's! this marks the beginning of our little celebration - our first year anniversary! =) SwEEt! many one year to come i believe.

hmm..actually, this is my first time eating Ben & Jerry's ice-cream. yARpS! i'm serious.. haha.. no life, right. well nonetheless, it's never too late to try since it's with my love. we ordered super chocolate-ty flavors - chocolate, cookies and cream and chocolate with macadamia nuts. yummy! oops! caught in the act. haha..but it's okay for him. he should eat MORE!chocolate has really proven to be a happy pill! i've got a sugar-rush but poor damien! i made him super confused that evening. guess you'll never know that i was super cranky couple of hours before this picture was taken. =)erdinger! our super favourite alcohol. haha..actually it's one of our many favourites. but i think my alcohol tolerance going down. i was a bit 'HIGH' AND ta-da! THIS IS MY GIRLFRIEND - DAMIEN!

i'm all alone at hm. my parents are out of town!

supposed to go swimmin w my dad but was called off in the noon. mom called and said that no more swimmin this evening cos she is going msia with my dad. keke!

now i'm sitting in front of my laptop typing away; and my laptop is in front of my tvee. haha! i'm so freakin' entertained.

actually, i'm quite worried about them. the folks are not home at this hour. my dad is not very familiar with the route and it's quite a distant from here. by this hour, my dad should be sleeping already. but lucky my mom is with him; she can keep him awake by talking to him?

oh apparently, they are in cold war. =) cool eh!

the evil twin is back!

attended an induction course today. was scheduled to go last month. haha. but was caught up in work so cant attend till today.

the course was an introduction to the organisation. it was pretty enjoyable. the best speaker, i would say, is of course the CE. cant really comment much about it on blog cos may be some part of it might be confidential. dont really want to get myself in trouble. ha!

but there's something i want to say. i was out of office for 7hours and 30minutes and when i returned, i was shocked because i had 130 emails to clear! keke!

WE HAD OUR VERY OWN SNDC YESTERDAY! went on a sndc (ShiN kushiya Dinner Celebration) with Da. haha! i'm his one and only SNDC date. keke! we had so much fun together. i so enjoy myself all the time with him.

trying to multi-task here.

*taking deep breath. ouch! for some reason, i can neither make sudden movement nor can i laugh my hearts out. haha! hmm..come to think about it, i'm not sure how i injure my chest. my guess is that when i sleep on my left, the right is putting weight on my left. think for the next few days, i'll lie on my back. hopefully it gets better, else have to see doc. what's up, doc!

went back to hall ytd (as usual) and saw Minghui. i think she is so sweet lahz! when Kane told her that he was going to pick up his laundry, she volunteered to go with him. at that moment, i felt bad and ashamed of myself. i remembered the last time damien went to pick up his laundry, he had to drag me along with him. hmm..am i too mafia?

i think i have a split personality. sometimes i can be really nasty, other times i can be nice to damien. in terms of percentage, i believe the chances of me being nasty is higher. haha! i'm sorry, damien. xing ku ni le!

and i heard a joke. my boss actually commented that i'm mild-tempered and have no pi qi?! haha.. and i thought it's quite funny. my family plus damien had enough of my nonsense. they absolutely have a lot to say about my temper. i shall not elaborate here; will save it for them to speak about. =)

tomorrow is sndc and dar is not attending cos' i will always be his first and only sndc date. sweet~

another creation of mine! blueberry muffins. haha. actually, i didnt make these. i took the easy way out by buying a ready-to-bake muffin mix. apparently, these muffins are healthy cos it's low fat. the instructions are super simple. just add water and pour in the muffin mix. stir well and pour the mix into the muffin cups. and ta-da!

sometimes, i just cant seem to understand myself. i dont know why i still bother to ask when i already know the answer. i dont know why i feel disappointed when i have already mentally prepared myself. i thought when i expect it, i wont feel that disappointed.

still, i let disappointment affect me. i should have know thought doesnt work. i guess even though i have mentally prepared myself, i havent really ACCEPT that thought. i still habour some beliefs that there will be miracles. oh well, i should learn not to pin such high hopes when i've already expected it. i should also learn to accept what is known as fact.

mariah carey and whitney huston, shut up! dont make me believe that there is miracles.

went Genting over the weekend. yup, how patriotic i am! with no intention to celebrate the country's 44 birthday.

on our way to board the plane, damien saw his all-time favourite - ASAHI. he insisted to take picture with the billboard. haha..like cheena-pok, take picture with the word also happy. haha!we walked past eerie place where income was made by scaring people off . apparently, the "ghosts" got so bored that they decided to make some noise and were attracting lots of attention. they did funny things like dancing to the indian song?! dotz!realised that i'm not really those casino-kind of person. i was almost dozing off while watching people play their game. haha! the funny thing is i fell asleep when i was on my feet. i told damien i was tired. he suggested that i should go back to my room to rest. but i didnt want to cos' i want to go ktv. after i got into the ktv room, i was energised! i sang my tiredness away. woohoo!

school has started for him. we are now down to meeting only once or twice a week. our time together is getting lesser and lesser. remember when we first started, we were together seven days a week - from sunday night to saturday late morning. then after i graduate, we met up two to three days per week. when he started his summer job, we also spent two to three days a week. now that he is schooling and i'm working, we are spending even lesser time.

not complaining or anything. just that i need some time to get used it. ='(

haven update for some time. last wk this time, i completed my first 10km run. i was so thrilled and a sense of achievment. but like quite slow. haha. managed to complete in an hr 10mins. the first 2.5km was great but 5km was dreadful. the last 2.5km was managable cos going to complete!

alrite, my next 10km is on 1 Nov. i must improve on the timing. cut short by 10mins? yay!

my new creation. orange cake! but no orange taste. hmm..maybe i shall put in orange peel next time round and hopefully, there is more orangy taste.

my second new nose bleeding milo cookies. i put lots of milo in it. haha. so whoever goin to eat bound to have nose beeding. haha. =P

alrite, i'm going to out soon. =)

rRRrabbit! my lunchie!

YOU'RE NOT ALONE.yes, all thanks to you people who make my everday to colorful.

went to Square2 to shop. i bought a top and a dress for my mom. as we spent a certain amt, we were entitled to spin a wheel. got my dad to spin and gotten a art tile. cos he is the more creative kind in our family, he did the painting all by himself. but i chose the design.

of cos i chose a sweet sweet butterfly. he painted this for me! pretty! this tile is now sitting on the desk in my office as a coaster.my sis and i at the studio, waiting to take our grad pic! my mom and sis said i look ugly with my short hair. but i love it! haha..i told them i look smarter in this short hair. oh, i think i look super cool in this short hair. =)

we are able to wear this academic gown is not solely cos we are muggers. have to thank my dad and mom for their unconditional love and support!

cheers to the FANGs!

i'm tired. no energy. monotonous.

if one of the punishment for me is to lose one of the five senses, i would wish that i can't speak. mouth can be a very evil organ. especially when we speak faster than we think. insensitivity hurts.

we use words that prick the hearts of our loved ones and sometimes, without our knowledge. it's really not the words that are at fault. it's the medium that transmit these words and the tone that we use creates many unnecessary troubles.

i've commited murder using words that hurt him. my insensitivity killed us both.

a happy graduate who embarks on another phase in life!thanks rach for takin time off your work to attend my Commencement.

thanks mom for pampering me with apples everyday.thank you for rushing down during lunch just to take a couple of pics with me.thanks for being a wonderful lecture and tutorial buddy!

he tried to firefight with all kinds of silly jokes last evening but was to no avail.

then the moment little miss worst went into the coach boutique, a smile broke on her face. a fuchsia small wallet caught her attention and she jus cant stop thinking about it. poor damien! he had once again lost his charm to a small little fuchsia wallet (after being displace by diRaffe and kex I a.k.a little damien).

but then, he should be grateful cos' coach saves his day!

haha!

this week had been an awesome one. so many surprises =)

first, let me introduce my baby no.1:his name is diRaffe. super cute giraffe-look-alike dino. apparently, he can hum Ludwig van Beethoven's Fur Elise.


and on wed, instead of going for a swim, i went to meet damien. but then it wasnt that i was procrastinating, it's just that that it drizzled the whole day on that unfaithful day. it must be darn cold, so i gave it a missed.


then we splurged on sashimi. but then, i think it was worthwhile cos' they were super fresh and nice. damien ordered his favorite salmon, and i ordered my favorite swordfish =)after a fantastically satisfying meal.met up with Cylysce to go back campus to collect my academic dress on thurs. and i think i was super high (for some unknown reason)! but i guess it's the feeling to graduate and as a graduate. what's even sweeter was that damien surprised me with this little (not very small as compared to the lion) bear in academic dress. and it was Sasha bear lahz! awesomely soft to touch and it was surprisingly sweet =) DISCLAIMER: not that i taste it! the sweet part was that damien bought it to surprise me. aww! wanted to give him a big, fat hug so many people watching. hmm..i should get a name for this bear - kex I.

i know i am a lucky girl to have such a sweet boyfriend. but poor boy! damien was displaced by diRaffe and felt neglected when i ignored him to play with kex I. heh! i guess i am the only happy one.

this week (at work) was not that bad. it was I+S Week - Innovation and Service. On Tuesday, I attended Breakfast with CM. This event is organised quarterly for the ka-kias (like myself) to meet the various dua-taos.

then on Friday, our unit moved to Level 36! 10 storeys higher than the present one. but as we are still in Phase One, there is no partition. Sadz! no privacy lor..

it's okay lah, soon the partition will arrive (like my giraffe!) heh..

damien was so sweet. when we met in suntec, he was trying to hide his big white plastic bag behind his stick-figure. =P of cos, he failed. haha. i was trying to see what's behind him. finally, he gave up and presented the bouquet! =) after our dinner, there was a laser show at the fountain. so, we took a couple of random shots with the flowers, me with the bouquets and us with the roses. but the sweetness was short-lived because i am a horrible girlfriend.

i've failed to control my temper again. i dont know why. but recently i've super duper short temper. i can get really angry over little things.

i challenged damien's limits and pushed it to the max. he was confused and clueless. whatever he did was not good enough to cheer me up. simply said, i made things difficult for him and gave him hell of a time.

when he needed my support, i shut him up with curt replies. when he needed words of encouragement, i used words that hurt him. my words were full of thorns (yes, yet again).

i'm so sorry, baby for making you sulk these days! i dont know what i can expect from him. i really love that he share his thoughts and feelings with me. i appreciate that very much.

i must stop throwing tantrum and be a more appreciative girlfriend.

haven been blogging for quite some time. yes, obviously i'm busy with my reality and i've got no time at all for virtual world.

anyway, my family and i went pulai spring over the weekend. but something different this time. damien joined us. =)

there were a few changes this time round. for once, the pool bar is opened. but not surprising, there wasnt any bartender..Zzz..how helpful..hmm..and kexi misses her green. haha..at least this time wasnt that bad. thou i had no little white balls to play with, tennis balls took over and i had a great time playing. =) just poor damien had to run here and there to pick the balls up. my parents ordered food at the club's restaurant. oh, i must say thumbs up for their yam paste. delicious! and i love it manz. =)

sorry, not really in a great mood to blog. but i've to note this down: i must learn to control my temper.

went to meet up with HKsquare on Sun night at Bt Timah Food Centre. After that, we went to have some drink at Old Town. took some pictures but sadly, Hendry obviously was damn sian when he took the picture with me. just look at his face! haha. and the two mi-mi-yan. haha!
sorry for not meeting you guys earlier. i was suffering from mild depression. that period was like crap. i was totally uninterested about meeting people, interacting with people. yes, i literally shut myself off from my friends except my family and damien.

during those days, i let my tears fell easily. i used to think that i was a strong girl but i was so wrong. my tears were easily triggered off by some silly thoughts. sometimes, when i was alone on bus, i could feel my hot tears welled up. the feelin was terrible.

i was stressed but i guess my family and damien were more stressed than me. while tolerating my foul temper, they had to comfort me. my mom was the best. she was very supportive and protective towards me. yet, she suffered the most cos she spent the most time with me. kudos!

well, all these are over because i've finally settled down. no more tears! just more things to learn. work is not hard, not working is even harder cos no financial means. anw, this week is going to be great! a weekend getaway on our way. yes, my family and damien =) yays!

and before that, i cant wait for friday to come! looking forward... =)

my creation - walnut marble cake. =) i baked couple of hours ago. fresh!

too tired to blog about anything. just have a chilled beer and smile!

(btw, that's not my beer. i swear!)

and i finally started to work. haha! yess...finally.

so far, everything is great. lots of learning to be done and i'm lookin forward to get into the groove manz.

my little cubicle. not many things on my desk because the department is going to move to another level. so trying to keep my things at the minimum. the view from my window. =) hope my new desk will have such view too. heh!a little SWEET surprise from my colleague and her note. ooh, lovely!and here comes the yummy part.

this is what i ate this afternoon. yARpz! marble cake. and i freaking made it myself! at first, it didnt go very well because i totally forgot to lift it up using the rack. the inside was not baked but the surface of the cake cracked like anything. so i baked it again using the rack this time and it went all well =) ha! i'm so happy that it was quite a success on my first attempt! my dad loves it and my sis cant wait to eat. yays!

recently i read the book- he's just not that into you. while reading it, i recalled some of the things that happened in the past. somehow, the excuses were quite familiar to me. you know, when a guy said he wld ask you out but he never do, it's because he is just not that into you. but we choose to dismiss such signs and resort to finding excuses for his absence. how silly of me! but fortunately, i'm glad that i see positive signs in him.

so please rach, if you dont know anything that happened in the past, dont comment. all i want to say is there are some things that you dont see but they are obvious to me. dont you farking blame me for what happened. i am very happy now, that's all you need to know.

irritating! seriously, i hate staying here. what's up with these people?! totally grossed out by them.

first, they do all sorts of funny things in the lift (i shall not list them to save you guys from puking). actually, i'm absolutely forgiving towards these people because they CAN'T read the notices. but sometimes, it jus so hard to tolerate. despite the installation of CCTV, they continue with their acts.

NOW THEY FREAKING THREW NOODLES ON MY MELODY!

screw these ill-mannered, LC human beings. probably they are not, cos humans can be taught and tame, not animals.

it's either our education system has to do something it or the town council has to use more effective ways to stop all these nonsense.

it (THE week) started rough but in the end, it wasnt as bad as thought. in fact, it's a sweet and feel-good weekend. revitalized.

the "splendid" day was torturous. but the next day, everything went back to normal, in fact even better. we went to date and tried to clear all the misunderstanding. before a movie, we had our dinner at dome cafe. it was my first time there. i liked the atmosphere and the food. for some reason, the place jus made me feel great about everything. ha!

then we went to tcc for a drink after the movie. away from my norm, i ordered red bean soya drink. and i kinda regret cos i still find their matcha red bean drink nicer.

and we started a little of cam-whoring. actually, i really like this pic (for some unknown reason). on wednesday, he spent time in my house. we watched he's jus not into you. then we had dinner at bottle tree park. i can really see that he is trying and i really appreciate all the initiatives. i cant really complaint much because of all his effort.

thank you so much for everythin you've done!

over the weekends, i went cameron highland with my family. we braved through the mountains with chevy. good job, melody! my cousin-in-law led the way. the trip was super enjoyable since it's free and easy, so pretty OTOT (totally not in rush = super relaxing).

we took our own sweet time to drive up to our hotel. we set off at 6.30am and reach our hotel at around 6.30pm. haha..12hours drive! it's really crazy. but seriously relaxing because time wasnt an issue to us at all.

view from our hotel balcony.

daisy!

one crap crab, one bucket of water and one goat

the FANGs!

and the mafia!

sunflower!

on our way to lunch.

the fan-faced mom.

the ever-busy woman.

yesss, she finally revealed her face. may the tomato force combines! and the yummy strawberries!
our strawberry desserts.

cam-whoring.

view when i was at the highest point in cameron.

strawberry ice-cream!
and of course even more strawberries..
tea appreciation at boh tea factory.

the sistAs!

cabbage in watercress farm. oh, i must really mention this. everywhere i go is strawberries. and yes! i bought a pair of strawberry slippers for indoors. ha! i love it manz!