Dear Weilong,

It must be hard on you these days, especially for the past three days. You must have a tough time sleeping in at night; puzzling over this weird girlfriend of yours. I must have got you all mixed up and confused. I am so sorry that i have caused you such terrible turmoil.

I know i have been so angsty and being unreasonable. It is quite irresponsible of me if i keep shrugging my shoulders and say "i dont know why i keep blowing up." i shall not justify for my angst here, instead i will apologise for what i did and how i reacted. I hope i have not over-used my apology until it has lost its value.

You must be hurting. I've broke my promise to you because you trust that i will not be angry over trivial things. But yet again, i've failed you. You must have been very disappointed in me because i am acting like a child again.

Dar, you really dont deserve such treatment because you are the sweetest boyfriend. You have always been very forgiving and tolerant towards my bad-tempered. Everytime I get angry, you try to talk me through; understand from my point of view. You really have an impressive tolerance level! But i know that everyone has their limit, i hope i've not pushed you to the corner.

I know you are having a rough time especially now that exams are nearing. Still i'm not being understanding enough. i should have know that you need your break time. you need your space with your friends. Unfortunately, being the selfish me, i only want you to accompany me. I always think that your Friday, Saturday and Sunday belong to me. Yes, i really think (i believe you think so too) that i am quite ridiculous.

Sorry, dar. I hope that i can be a better girlfriend so that you dont have to suffer. Pls forgive me and help me be the girlfriend that you want to be with okay. I love you!

With love,
Kexi.