you know what, i'm feeling REALLY angsty at this moment! and this time, i know why i am feeling angry.

first of all, i am no computer whiz so DONT EXPECT that i know every single sh*t about computers and Internet network. i dont, okay! i am also a computer-id*ot like you but at least i make an effort to rectify the problem. you just complete throw the whole shit to me as if this is my job to get it fixed for you. and mind you, i am also a blind leading a blind so dont you dare to raise your voice at me when i cant get you connected.

secondly, if you have the urgency to get your computer's network done, you should have the SLIGHTEST responsibility to remind me to help you with the Internet connection. but you didnt. you just simply waited till the eleventh hour when you REALLY need it already, then insist that i must help you with it. for your info, you may wish to know that i have plans in the afternoon already and i really dont need you to intrude and spoil it for me. but oh well, you did it. and thanks ah! seriously, sometimes i really wonder if you know what is urgency.

on the other hand, i think i'm selfish. i should not be so irritated. i mean since i have already made a promise to him and myself that we should only meet once a week till exams over, i should live up to that promise and not break it. this is such a perfect excuse. but then, the pain of not being able to meet up (esp. when you have the heart to meet up) is just so ARGH!

excruciating.