damien was so sweet. when we met in suntec, he was trying to hide his big white plastic bag behind his stick-figure. =P of cos, he failed. haha. i was trying to see what's behind him. finally, he gave up and presented the bouquet! =) after our dinner, there was a laser show at the fountain. so, we took a couple of random shots with the flowers, me with the bouquets and us with the roses. but the sweetness was short-lived because i am a horrible girlfriend.

i've failed to control my temper again. i dont know why. but recently i've super duper short temper. i can get really angry over little things.

i challenged damien's limits and pushed it to the max. he was confused and clueless. whatever he did was not good enough to cheer me up. simply said, i made things difficult for him and gave him hell of a time.

when he needed my support, i shut him up with curt replies. when he needed words of encouragement, i used words that hurt him. my words were full of thorns (yes, yet again).

i'm so sorry, baby for making you sulk these days! i dont know what i can expect from him. i really love that he share his thoughts and feelings with me. i appreciate that very much.

i must stop throwing tantrum and be a more appreciative girlfriend.