another creation of mine! blueberry muffins. haha. actually, i didnt make these. i took the easy way out by buying a ready-to-bake muffin mix. apparently, these muffins are healthy cos it's low fat. the instructions are super simple. just add water and pour in the muffin mix. stir well and pour the mix into the muffin cups. and ta-da!

sometimes, i just cant seem to understand myself. i dont know why i still bother to ask when i already know the answer. i dont know why i feel disappointed when i have already mentally prepared myself. i thought when i expect it, i wont feel that disappointed.

still, i let disappointment affect me. i should have know thought doesnt work. i guess even though i have mentally prepared myself, i havent really ACCEPT that thought. i still habour some beliefs that there will be miracles. oh well, i should learn not to pin such high hopes when i've already expected it. i should also learn to accept what is known as fact.

mariah carey and whitney huston, shut up! dont make me believe that there is miracles.