to those who are very curious of what i've been doing at home. i dont jus make cookies. i make my own milkshake using avocado..yummy! it's good for cholesterol and complexion (which i believe). ha! though i didnt manage to find anything scientific to prove it yet, still people do produce it as facial foam rite. so it cant be that far off lah. - according to FKX's theory.

ingredients: 1 avocado (of cos), 1 cup of low-fat milk, sugar, ice-cubes. and then jus grind, shake and mix them all up using the machine and ta-da! the FRESH avocado milkshake is ready to be served. =)it was raining cats and dogs early in the morning. the atmosphere was dull and everything seemed to be very still. the mood was gloomy. the rain was so heavy that i could hardly see my fingers when i stretched them out.

people always say sunshine after the rain. and i thought for a while...yes, i found my sunshine! he was there when i was so down and discouraged. he has always been there for me to tolerate my nonsense and remind me to be strong. the sun is out and i'm smiling again. this is how we communicate on msn. woohoo! i have a love-hate relationship with technology.the sunshine i was talking about! =) when the sun was out the next day, we met up for dinner at northpoint. it may sound bizarre to you but yes, i always love the idea of him coming to my turf. it make me feel appreciated and important cos he has made an effort from the west to come meet me in the north. haha! sounds silly and selfish but yes, i'm lovin' it! being the greedy me, i wanted to ask for more but i guess i shouldnt, jus like this is good enough for now.

we went to watch movie the next day. it was quite an enjoyable day initially but after that, i spent my day worrying for him. my mind was in a whirlpool. lots of thoughts jus flashed across my head. seeing him suffering such an excruciating pain makes my heart aches.

to the appendix-less: please do get well soon and we shall start our cam-whoring all over again! =)

cheers!