another creation of mine! blueberry muffins. haha. actually, i didnt make these. i took the easy way out by buying a ready-to-bake muffin mix. apparently, these muffins are healthy cos it's low fat. the instructions are super simple. just add water and pour in the muffin mix. stir well and pour the mix into the muffin cups. and ta-da!

sometimes, i just cant seem to understand myself. i dont know why i still bother to ask when i already know the answer. i dont know why i feel disappointed when i have already mentally prepared myself. i thought when i expect it, i wont feel that disappointed.

still, i let disappointment affect me. i should have know thought doesnt work. i guess even though i have mentally prepared myself, i havent really ACCEPT that thought. i still habour some beliefs that there will be miracles. oh well, i should learn not to pin such high hopes when i've already expected it. i should also learn to accept what is known as fact.

mariah carey and whitney huston, shut up! dont make me believe that there is miracles.

went Genting over the weekend. yup, how patriotic i am! with no intention to celebrate the country's 44 birthday.

on our way to board the plane, damien saw his all-time favourite - ASAHI. he insisted to take picture with the billboard. haha..like cheena-pok, take picture with the word also happy. haha!we walked past eerie place where income was made by scaring people off . apparently, the "ghosts" got so bored that they decided to make some noise and were attracting lots of attention. they did funny things like dancing to the indian song?! dotz!realised that i'm not really those casino-kind of person. i was almost dozing off while watching people play their game. haha! the funny thing is i fell asleep when i was on my feet. i told damien i was tired. he suggested that i should go back to my room to rest. but i didnt want to cos' i want to go ktv. after i got into the ktv room, i was energised! i sang my tiredness away. woohoo!

school has started for him. we are now down to meeting only once or twice a week. our time together is getting lesser and lesser. remember when we first started, we were together seven days a week - from sunday night to saturday late morning. then after i graduate, we met up two to three days per week. when he started his summer job, we also spent two to three days a week. now that he is schooling and i'm working, we are spending even lesser time.

not complaining or anything. just that i need some time to get used it. ='(

haven update for some time. last wk this time, i completed my first 10km run. i was so thrilled and a sense of achievment. but like quite slow. haha. managed to complete in an hr 10mins. the first 2.5km was great but 5km was dreadful. the last 2.5km was managable cos going to complete!

alrite, my next 10km is on 1 Nov. i must improve on the timing. cut short by 10mins? yay!

my new creation. orange cake! but no orange taste. hmm..maybe i shall put in orange peel next time round and hopefully, there is more orangy taste.

my second new nose bleeding milo cookies. i put lots of milo in it. haha. so whoever goin to eat bound to have nose beeding. haha. =P

alrite, i'm going to out soon. =)