this week had been an awesome one. so many surprises =)

first, let me introduce my baby no.1:his name is diRaffe. super cute giraffe-look-alike dino. apparently, he can hum Ludwig van Beethoven's Fur Elise.


and on wed, instead of going for a swim, i went to meet damien. but then it wasnt that i was procrastinating, it's just that that it drizzled the whole day on that unfaithful day. it must be darn cold, so i gave it a missed.


then we splurged on sashimi. but then, i think it was worthwhile cos' they were super fresh and nice. damien ordered his favorite salmon, and i ordered my favorite swordfish =)after a fantastically satisfying meal.met up with Cylysce to go back campus to collect my academic dress on thurs. and i think i was super high (for some unknown reason)! but i guess it's the feeling to graduate and as a graduate. what's even sweeter was that damien surprised me with this little (not very small as compared to the lion) bear in academic dress. and it was Sasha bear lahz! awesomely soft to touch and it was surprisingly sweet =) DISCLAIMER: not that i taste it! the sweet part was that damien bought it to surprise me. aww! wanted to give him a big, fat hug so many people watching. hmm..i should get a name for this bear - kex I.

i know i am a lucky girl to have such a sweet boyfriend. but poor boy! damien was displaced by diRaffe and felt neglected when i ignored him to play with kex I. heh! i guess i am the only happy one.

this week (at work) was not that bad. it was I+S Week - Innovation and Service. On Tuesday, I attended Breakfast with CM. This event is organised quarterly for the ka-kias (like myself) to meet the various dua-taos.

then on Friday, our unit moved to Level 36! 10 storeys higher than the present one. but as we are still in Phase One, there is no partition. Sadz! no privacy lor..

it's okay lah, soon the partition will arrive (like my giraffe!) heh..

damien was so sweet. when we met in suntec, he was trying to hide his big white plastic bag behind his stick-figure. =P of cos, he failed. haha. i was trying to see what's behind him. finally, he gave up and presented the bouquet! =) after our dinner, there was a laser show at the fountain. so, we took a couple of random shots with the flowers, me with the bouquets and us with the roses. but the sweetness was short-lived because i am a horrible girlfriend.

i've failed to control my temper again. i dont know why. but recently i've super duper short temper. i can get really angry over little things.

i challenged damien's limits and pushed it to the max. he was confused and clueless. whatever he did was not good enough to cheer me up. simply said, i made things difficult for him and gave him hell of a time.

when he needed my support, i shut him up with curt replies. when he needed words of encouragement, i used words that hurt him. my words were full of thorns (yes, yet again).

i'm so sorry, baby for making you sulk these days! i dont know what i can expect from him. i really love that he share his thoughts and feelings with me. i appreciate that very much.

i must stop throwing tantrum and be a more appreciative girlfriend.

haven been blogging for quite some time. yes, obviously i'm busy with my reality and i've got no time at all for virtual world.

anyway, my family and i went pulai spring over the weekend. but something different this time. damien joined us. =)

there were a few changes this time round. for once, the pool bar is opened. but not surprising, there wasnt any bartender..Zzz..how helpful..hmm..and kexi misses her green. haha..at least this time wasnt that bad. thou i had no little white balls to play with, tennis balls took over and i had a great time playing. =) just poor damien had to run here and there to pick the balls up. my parents ordered food at the club's restaurant. oh, i must say thumbs up for their yam paste. delicious! and i love it manz. =)

sorry, not really in a great mood to blog. but i've to note this down: i must learn to control my temper.

went to meet up with HKsquare on Sun night at Bt Timah Food Centre. After that, we went to have some drink at Old Town. took some pictures but sadly, Hendry obviously was damn sian when he took the picture with me. just look at his face! haha. and the two mi-mi-yan. haha!
sorry for not meeting you guys earlier. i was suffering from mild depression. that period was like crap. i was totally uninterested about meeting people, interacting with people. yes, i literally shut myself off from my friends except my family and damien.

during those days, i let my tears fell easily. i used to think that i was a strong girl but i was so wrong. my tears were easily triggered off by some silly thoughts. sometimes, when i was alone on bus, i could feel my hot tears welled up. the feelin was terrible.

i was stressed but i guess my family and damien were more stressed than me. while tolerating my foul temper, they had to comfort me. my mom was the best. she was very supportive and protective towards me. yet, she suffered the most cos she spent the most time with me. kudos!

well, all these are over because i've finally settled down. no more tears! just more things to learn. work is not hard, not working is even harder cos no financial means. anw, this week is going to be great! a weekend getaway on our way. yes, my family and damien =) yays!

and before that, i cant wait for friday to come! looking forward... =)