came across this article. constructive. very relevant to us (hmm..or rather to me lahz). kinda like a reminder to me. okay, to KNOCK SOME SENSE INTO ME!

i didn't try to resolve the issue. my aggression had totally took over me. cornered him. no room for negotiation. i forgot that he was my love, i treated him as if he was my rival. in the midst of attacking him, i failed to realise that we are a team.

if you ask me why that sudden outbreak, i'm clueless too. simply complicate matters. confuse myself and made a big hoo-ha out of it. i guess i let the same issue relived and implicate my past feelings into it again.

you kept repeating that you wanted to meet them but i was too deaf to hear you. i felt very selfish because i only wanted my thoughts to be heard aloud. i shut you and your words out. i was very touched when i finally heard you. all i wish for is that you can get really comfortable with them.

it's really all in your mind. they are one of the most understanding couple. they love whoever i love. they know that time is precious to us. weekends are the only time that we can spend together. in fact, they dont want me to stick with them cos it jus means that i'm so undesirable (haha!) as long as you keep me safe, they are happy with it. they are just my doting parents. no fears, okay! =)