i hate zhao ju. i remember vivdly that i used to cheat on that section. my best friend who sat in front of me used to help me with that section of the test. she helped me complete the sentences. in return, i helped her with tian xie han zi. she was good because she could zhao two different sentences, one for her test paper; and one for mine. i am dense too. i couldn't make out what it is trying to say. also, i don't want to hurt my brain cells and get brain damage for thinking and reading too much into it.

i just dont understand.

it seemed to me that there is really something to it and 'I'm not telling you (full-stop!)' am i just really being too sensitive? Or is it that i'm just thinking too much? i really dislike the feeling when i'm not told of something. i feel that there is something more to it. it is quite annoying because it's like zhao ju. i've to guess what is the second part of the story.

if i am, like what you say, thinking too much, then tell me what is it. i believe that will stop me from interpreting too deeply.