i just hate watching romantic, sappy drama series. realistically, such ideal romantic scenes don't exist. they only make you feel romantic, mislead you into fantasizing the ideal romance and makes you expect that the sweetness will happen to you too. they only exist because they are there to fulfill what is lacking in your life.

i mean i do like the sweet feeling, romantic love. it's just that i don't like watching because it just lead you to set a certain standard and expectations. then when your boyfriend failed to respond in the "expected" manner, you will feel he is unromantic. but then face it, life is hard. don't be so hard on your other half.

it rained for the past few days. i was caught in the rain. some memories just flooded my mind. back then, i've a friend who messged me on a rainy day, wanting to sheltered me. the rain was rather light so i thought it would be much of a trouble of my friend to shelter me. besides, i'm already used to not bring umbrella and ran in the rain. though i still ran in the rain that day, i felt a tingling of sweetness. sometimes, it is really not how heavy the rain is, but it's the thought that counts.

recently, i fell in love with a song - My Love will Get You Home by Christine Glass. it is a simple song but i'm so touched by it. because to me, love is just being there for your other half even if it's not physically there. just let me feel your presence and that you care for me, that will do. below is the lyrics.

My love will get you home - Christine Glass

If you wander off too far
My love will get you home
If you follow the wrong star
My love will get you home

If you ever find yourself
Lost and all alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home, boy
My love will get you home

If the bright lights blinds your eyes
My love will get you home
If your troubles break your stride
My love will get you home
If you ever find yourself
Lost and all alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home, boy
My love will get you home

If you ever feel ashame
My love will get you home
If its only you to blame
My love will get you home
If you ever find yourself
Lost and all alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home, boy
My love will get you home

If you ever find yourself
Lost and all alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home, boy
My love will get you home, boy
My love will get you home