i just hate watching romantic, sappy drama series. realistically, such ideal romantic scenes don't exist. they only make you feel romantic, mislead you into fantasizing the ideal romance and makes you expect that the sweetness will happen to you too. they only exist because they are there to fulfill what is lacking in your life.
i mean i do like the sweet feeling, romantic love. it's just that i don't like watching because it just lead you to set a certain standard and expectations. then when your boyfriend failed to respond in the "expected" manner, you will feel he is unromantic. but then face it, life is hard. don't be so hard on your other half.
it rained for the past few days. i was caught in the rain. some memories just flooded my mind. back then, i've a friend who messged me on a rainy day, wanting to sheltered me. the rain was rather light so i thought it would be much of a trouble of my friend to shelter me. besides, i'm already used to not bring umbrella and ran in the rain. though i still ran in the rain that day, i felt a tingling of sweetness. sometimes, it is really not how heavy the rain is, but it's the thought that counts.
recently, i fell in love with a song - My Love will Get You Home by Christine Glass. it is a simple song but i'm so touched by it. because to me, love is just being there for your other half even if it's not physically there. just let me feel your presence and that you care for me, that will do. below is the lyrics.
My love will get you home - Christine Glass
If you wander off too far
My love will get you home
If you follow the wrong star
My love will get you home
If you ever find yourself
Lost and all alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home, boy
My love will get you home
If the bright lights blinds your eyes
My love will get you home
If your troubles break your stride
My love will get you home
If you ever find yourself
Lost and all alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home, boy
My love will get you home
If you ever feel ashame
My love will get you home
If its only you to blame
My love will get you home
If you ever find yourself
Lost and all alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home, boy
My love will get you home
If you ever find yourself
Lost and all alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home, boy
My love will get you home, boy
My love will get you home
Friday, July 25, 2008
Sunday, July 20, 2008
just came back from GIANT at tampines. needless to say, it is really huge. and we bought the king and queen of fruits - that is durians and mangosteens. oh, and not forgetting lychees (yummy!). my mom and i are not very into durians so our votes are for mangosteens. whereas my dad and sis are durian-lovers (haha..)
oh my goodness, my sis didnt want her durians to be placed in the car boot so she brought it to the car seats. of cos, the pungent smell was so strong that i kept complaining. not that i dont like durian, it's just that i dont particularly like it. i mean i can live perfectly well without it.
our house's fridge is filled with fruits and the fruit royalties.
oh my goodness, my sis didnt want her durians to be placed in the car boot so she brought it to the car seats. of cos, the pungent smell was so strong that i kept complaining. not that i dont like durian, it's just that i dont particularly like it. i mean i can live perfectly well without it.
our house's fridge is filled with fruits and the fruit royalties.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
though retail therapy, exercise and etc. to de-stress were all done, nothing can compare to just speaking the truth from the bottom of my heart. because i've faced it and already said my piece, footsteps to everywhere are so much lighter now. i just want to live with no regrets.
yes, i finally let it all out. all my thoughts, my feelings.
sometimes, it is really not the outcome that matters. really. what really matters is that i've given all my best. at least that is what i feel. when i ask myself if i've done my best, i can proudly say that i've done everything i can because i've already given my 100 per cent.
it is just so amazing. my advice to everyone, if you have anything you want to say, just let it out. all the way. you'll never know what's the outcome if you don't. even if it is not the desired outcome, at least you know you didn't let yourself down. courage is all you need.
ironic but true, the fireworks now are still beautiful, with a tinge of romantic feeling when watching it. was at Marina last evening, though i didnt see the fireworks (just listen to it cos' was in an Italian Kitchen), i feel romantic.
i guess last weekend i was really down and pessimistic, that's why it was gloomy everyday. ytd, it was so much of a sunny day. all were bright and gay.
cam-whoring with kk, hD and qi was so fun. and my grad trip with them to S.E. Asia and cruise!
yes, i finally let it all out. all my thoughts, my feelings.
sometimes, it is really not the outcome that matters. really. what really matters is that i've given all my best. at least that is what i feel. when i ask myself if i've done my best, i can proudly say that i've done everything i can because i've already given my 100 per cent.
it is just so amazing. my advice to everyone, if you have anything you want to say, just let it out. all the way. you'll never know what's the outcome if you don't. even if it is not the desired outcome, at least you know you didn't let yourself down. courage is all you need.
ironic but true, the fireworks now are still beautiful, with a tinge of romantic feeling when watching it. was at Marina last evening, though i didnt see the fireworks (just listen to it cos' was in an Italian Kitchen), i feel romantic.
i guess last weekend i was really down and pessimistic, that's why it was gloomy everyday. ytd, it was so much of a sunny day. all were bright and gay.
cam-whoring with kk, hD and qi was so fun. and my grad trip with them to S.E. Asia and cruise!
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
my client was convicted to life imprisonment without any trial and was unable to appeal.
i can't believe it, i can't take it. the judge had dismissed the court before i could make my concluding statement. i was totally disappointed. my mind was in a whirl.
one moment, the surrounding seemed unfamiliar to me. the next moment, i had to think where am i. there are so many questions in my head. sometimes, they were so ridiculous till i started to dislike myself.
it was bad until last evening. I was totally inspired. i was so motivated to fight for my client. i have never actually really fight for it before. but i know this time it's different. i see the point for me to fight, work hard for it. at least, let my client died in the prison with no regrets.
i feel wonderful for wanting to strive for it. i suddenly thought that i have always been taking it for granted all this while. now, i want to live with no regrets and i want you to wait and see.
courage and patience are all we need now. really..i promise!
i can't believe it, i can't take it. the judge had dismissed the court before i could make my concluding statement. i was totally disappointed. my mind was in a whirl.
one moment, the surrounding seemed unfamiliar to me. the next moment, i had to think where am i. there are so many questions in my head. sometimes, they were so ridiculous till i started to dislike myself.
it was bad until last evening. I was totally inspired. i was so motivated to fight for my client. i have never actually really fight for it before. but i know this time it's different. i see the point for me to fight, work hard for it. at least, let my client died in the prison with no regrets.
i feel wonderful for wanting to strive for it. i suddenly thought that i have always been taking it for granted all this while. now, i want to live with no regrets and i want you to wait and see.
courage and patience are all we need now. really..i promise!
Saturday, July 5, 2008
thanks, guys! i'm good now. decision was made but not what Strawberry wanted it to be. guess in this world, there's no perfect situation. no wonder economist always assume. but do you realise that assume makes an A** out of U & ME?
saw fireworks at the lower seletar. when you do go there, you can see Malaysia on your left and OCC on your right. and the later you go, more cars with striking car decals; bombastic stereo systems playing heart-pounding music.
today was peaceful there. quiet. probably i was early. one thing special was the fireworks. it's quite rare to see fireworks. what an irony. in the past, when i see fireworks, i was extremely delighted. just now i had some thoughts on fireworks.
beautiful, colorful but they don't last. they can only be admired at from afar. untouchable, just visual. the beauty of it is they are meant to kept as memories.
i feel like going to KTV or clubbing. i'm not into clubbing but i just feel like expressing my extreme. probably i'll just get somebody to talk to, that will probably prevent me from being off my norm. right, that's it. i found a solution.
gosh, i'm blabbering again. =(
saw fireworks at the lower seletar. when you do go there, you can see Malaysia on your left and OCC on your right. and the later you go, more cars with striking car decals; bombastic stereo systems playing heart-pounding music.
today was peaceful there. quiet. probably i was early. one thing special was the fireworks. it's quite rare to see fireworks. what an irony. in the past, when i see fireworks, i was extremely delighted. just now i had some thoughts on fireworks.
beautiful, colorful but they don't last. they can only be admired at from afar. untouchable, just visual. the beauty of it is they are meant to kept as memories.
i feel like going to KTV or clubbing. i'm not into clubbing but i just feel like expressing my extreme. probably i'll just get somebody to talk to, that will probably prevent me from being off my norm. right, that's it. i found a solution.
gosh, i'm blabbering again. =(
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